I woke up very early this morning because I couldn’t sleep, took my doggies out to do their business when I decided to make breakfast for myself. I started to think just how blessed I am because I have a hot meal to eat or that I just have food whereas others don’t, hmm, makes you think. My husband and I were able to resolve our problem yesterday; he makes a conscience decision to not stay angry where as for me it takes a little longer. I do have problems saying “I’m sorry” and I think that has to do with my past relationships. I was constantly telling the men in my past those words because I didn’t want them to leave me and I was so terrified to be alone. Then along comes this wonderful man into my life and has proven that he is here to stay but in my mind I wonder, “what if he leaves me?” I don’t want to ever want to go through that pain again; therefore, I disconnect myself so that I don’t have to hurt. I know it doesn’t make any sense but that’s why I’ve started this blog to face things in life so that I can allowthe healing to begin instead of staying in anger or bitterness. Well, I hope this will help you face whatever you are going through so that healing can take its place in your life.