There is nothing worse than coming home from a vacation and receiving bad news. I will make this short but this is the continuation from coming home to sorrow. On day 6 & the 8th on my blog I spoke of my aunt’s late husband’s family and the altercation I had with one of the nieces that’s like a cousin to me and how I was torn about visiting her mom the hospital whom I consider an aunt. Upon arrival we had several phone messages that she had past away. I was filled with so much emotion it was overwhelming and then on top of that I had 2 fellow bloggers that cared enough to know if I was all right due to not blogging for 5 days. Other than my husband, NO ONE have ever cared enough for me to see if I was ever ok or even cared about what I had to say unless it was in gossip form. I will discuss that later since ALL this is part of my healing so that topic will come up for advice. Anyway, I was sobbing like I hadn’t sobbed before, first for the grieving and then for the caring of strangers that I have never met. What is the matter with me? Is this part of healing because trust me I do cry easily, watching a movie, a sad commercial or even when I’m angry but this sobbing was different almost uncontrollable, I can’t explain it.
Sorry if I don’t make any sense, perhaps you can give me some insight to this because I can’t put it into words. In advance I want to thank you all for your comments